Sunday, September 21, 2008

GRRR!

I'm not sure why I am feeling the way I do. I've been having these feelings for maybe a month now. I just sometimes feel so grumpy and if something isn't done by me then it isn't being done right. I also turn bossy telling my husband how to do things that I know he can do just fine. I really don't like this grumpy and almost angry feeling because I feel as though I can't control it. I get frustrated because the way I am acting isn't me. I don't act this way. It almost feels like an outer body experience that I don't have any control over. Why am I so grumpy? What am I so frustrated about?

2 comments:

Tori said...

This might be the sort of thing that you want to talk to your doctor about. You articulated very clearly here that you are not feeling yourself and that is something that needs to be addressed. You are dealing with SO much and perhaps you need some help putting yourself a bit at ease. Don't be too hard on yourself.

Blindbeard said...

I went through the anger stage for probably a good year. It had its good points but I could be a bitch on wheels, as my mom likes to say. The best part of the anger stage was the determination it gave me -- determination to do as I please when I please regardless of what my MS may have to say about it.