Decision

My husband and I would like to eventually have another baby. Here's my dilemma: Long story short is I was diagnosed in Oct. 2006 with MS. I didn't start any meds right away because my husband and I were trying to get pregnant. It took us a year and a half to get pregnant, 9 months of being pregnant and then my neurologist let me breastfeed for 2 months before starting Rebif. I have been on Rebif for almost 10 months now. I (knock on wood) am doing wonderful! I have nothing wrong with me and I am thankful for that each and every morning I wake up. I am scared to go off of the Rebif to try to get pregnant because I am worried about what could happen to me. There is a chance that nothing could happen but there is that chance that something could happen. It scares me a lot! I hate how MS is so unpredictable! After trying to get pregnant for a year my midwife put me on clomid and then it only took us 6 months. I need to talk to her about what she might suggest. As soon as we decide to try to make a baby do I start the clomid right away? I need to know what the chances are for multiples using clomid. I really can't do more than one baby at a time. One baby is challenging enough. I can't be off of Rebif for that long. What do I do?

Today I am grateful that my baby (soon to be 1) will be going to the daycare of my choice.

I am also grateful that spring is in the air.

Where to start

I am so sorry that I haven't written in such a long time. I've either been too busy, too tired or spending to much time on facebook. Facebook is a bad addition. Everytime I'm on it I swear I am thinking about all the other things I could be doing with my life. I could be writing on my blog. I could be reading. I could be spending time with my husband. I could be learning to sew.

I'm actually not going to write a real entry today because I'm just not up to it. I'm hoping just getting on here again will get my inspired. So, instead I'm going to do a little survey I saw on Weebs blog. Here it goes.

* THREE NAMES I GO BY:
- Heather
- Babes
- HB

*THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE:
- teacher
- daycare teacher
- telemarker for a local newspaper

*THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED:
- I've always lived in NY. I've lived in three different places but always NY. A bit boring.

*THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH:
- Desparate Housewives
- The Office
- LOST

*THREE PLACES I HAVE BEEN (I've been to many more places but just have always live in good ol' NY. I was hard to pick three):
- Maine
- Vermont
- New Brunswick

*THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO:
- Italy
- France
- Holland

*THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:
- pizza and wings
- my dad's pancakes
- chicken gyro

*THREE THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO:
- spring so I can get outside and walk
- a wine tour with my girlfriends
- my sister visiting in May

*THREE MORE THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO:
- more dates with my husband
- my babies 1st birthday
- bed

*THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
- Regina Spektor
- Antigone Rising/Cassidy
- Beth Orton

*THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
- water
- wine
- Mountain Dew

*THREE THINGS I'M AFRAID OF:
- the dark
- being home alone at night
- spiders

Well, it's 9:00 so I must be heading to bed. Good night!

Today I am grateful for my husband and all his help.